On the fact that I did have a really decent, kinda sweet, sexual romp with with said bespectacled academic boy a few days ago--it's strange how quickly you can revert to old habits and comfort zones. If I did have a type (and I don't), skinny boys with dark hair, five o'clock shadow, glasses and big dicks would definitely be in the running; but what do you do with them? My sexual range is a little more, ah, porn-star than it was a couple of years ago, and although one would assume that most gay boys out there do watch a fair amount of graphic sex, fantasize about it, dream about getting shoved about and ravaged, might not the average university student be a little taken aback if you were to say, passionately eat him out for an extended period of time? My instincts says "yes." If it is that you would like to see said boy again, that is.
I haven't felt shy, sexually, in quite a long time. It's kind of like walking into a temporal paradox: something being not-quite-right, but it all still seems to be congruent with what you know. Certainly, it's not as if I'm erasing my experience or ability in coitus, but insecurity is not necessarily something that I want to reintroduce into my repertoire of bedroom responses.
If I do see him again, how long, do you think, until I get to pull out the sack-o-toys? Or maybe fuck him with his feet tethered to the end of the bed... that's a little more entry level, right?
A month and a half - at least. Unless he asks for it first.
Posted by: Max | July 19, 2007 at 14:35
If you are having sex frequently, I give it a month, unless of course he gets that animal look on his face and barks a command.
You gotta watch out for those kinky university boys, they have a dark side. And if you tap the well, you may just well, go all the way!!
I want pictures then!!
Cheers
Jeremy
Posted by: jeremy | July 20, 2007 at 00:54
"If I did have a type (and I don't), skinny boys with dark hair, five o'clock shadow, glasses and big dicks would definitely be in the running..."
Oh, Note, if only you weren't in some undisclosed foreign land! I'd totally be your type (well, if I worked out a little and got rid of my little tummy)! And you could totally whip out the toys and 2-hour eatings-out with me.
Posted by: Bourgeois Nerd | July 20, 2007 at 07:22
My sweet friend,
Have your adventures jaded you so that you can no longer enjoy a good clean naked romp?
When a new lover begins climbing the chandelier or hauling out a sack of toys, I worry there is something fundamentally wrong with his/her technique.
I have no objections to "sexual aids", but they are only aids. If you're doing it right, and he is doing it right, and you're both still new to eachother, why do you need these things? Save them, for when you're bored with eachother.
Unless...you're bored with yourself?
Posted by: bagel of everything | July 20, 2007 at 14:01
Jaded? Bored?!? I... uh... oh, no. I henceforth resolve to make piece with the joys of vanilla sex.
Actually, perhaps what I'm really worried about is more like the fear that Sartre describes of a person standing on a precipice, that it is not that they're afraid of heights, but rather that they know that somewhere within they are capable throwing themselves off. Might it be that I am afraid of unwittingly doing something that broadcasts my background in prostitution?
Hmmmm...
Posted by: Note | July 20, 2007 at 17:46
I'd say it depends. Do you want a fuck buddy or a boyfriend?
Fuck buddy-the next time you get down, start talking dirty and describe all the things you want to do to him-if he gets harder, go for the milder stuff and work up to the hardercore stuff.
Boyfriend-I'd say go a little slower. Learn more about him, build trust with him (especially if he's not coming across as overtly non-vanilla) and then start a sex session talking about fantasies. See how he reacts to your "fantasy" and then whip out toys and special tricks ONE AT A TIME. It takes longer, but the reward's well worth it.
Of course, if he brings it up, whoo hoo and whip out the toys and lube and cuffs, etc.
Communication, my dearest Note, will generally be your best guide as to what to do.
Posted by: Deliciously Naughty | July 20, 2007 at 17:57
I'd rather climb the chandeliers and break out the toys FIRST, rather than just plain vanilla sex!
Vanilla Sex is great, with a man who knows what he's doing, but "knows what he is doing with toys and props" WHOA go for it man!!
Mu ha ha ha ha!!
Jeremy
Posted by: jeremy | July 20, 2007 at 22:02
Definatly.
So many times, I've thought to myself:
"Gee, that was some quality lovin. I wonder if he's a prostitute?"
(you know I love you, notie, doncha?)
Posted by: bagel of everything | July 20, 2007 at 23:24
Strangely, bagel, I do.
Posted by: Note | July 21, 2007 at 03:41
Oh, and as for you, my adorable Bourgeois Nerd--I have no doubt that we'd make sweet, sweet lovin' were we to run, full on, into each other.
We may still; who knows?
Posted by: Note | July 21, 2007 at 04:57
And Ms. Naughty...
you are wise.
Posted by: Note | July 21, 2007 at 04:59
Several years ago I was that university boy, and I found myself in bed for the third or fourth time with someone I was into... when he suddenly busted out with "Aww yeah, call me your little fuck pig."
Speaking as the guy who instantly lost his erection and started laughing hysterically in the middle of fucking the poor boy... before you cross that line from best sex he's had to doing things attributed to the "Special" section of the gay porn aisle you might want to talk to him about it first.
Posted by: Jeffrey Bryan | July 22, 2007 at 02:53
Never know. I've been butt-fucking my bearded, dark-haired, skinny-boy musician/philosophy graduate student for months now -- never would have thought it possible, when I met him in the library at university . .
Let it all out. If it scares them, they'll get over it.
Posted by: Chesty | July 22, 2007 at 02:59
RE: your 7/20 comment...
You may have something there when you mention the fear of discover of your immediate background. The tip of the iceberg perhaps. But no matter how naked you may have been, there are still volumes left to be discovered. (No, not the nether regions of any physical cavities.)
Having become so intimate with the faceless readers of your blog, and not so intimate with the many repeat customers, maybe you've had less time to be intimate with someone who's interested in reading a volume or two... that is, with face intact.
Bored with yourself? No. (However deep the comment may have been. Hat's off.) Fear of the adventure beyond the precipice? Perhaps.
Perhaps your just bored of being on the precipice... Jump off! Enjoy a good soar through unknown skies. Write a new volume or two. Just don't forget to read while your at it!
Posted by: Jared | August 24, 2007 at 07:05